The past two months have been a stressful blur. I have met with two specialists and my doctor here in Rexburg several times and it has been decided that I will be having a partial hysterectomy on September 8th. My doctor will go in and remove the side of the uterus that did not fully develop and the fallopian tube to prevent pregnancy occurring on that side. It should also help with preventing endometriosis in the future. I will then begin treatment to get rid of the remainder of the endometriosis. Both of our meetings with the specialists were a little discouraging. They both agreed that surrogacy would be the safest option for us. I understand why they are saying that it is the safest option for both me and our future babies, but it is so hard to give up on something that I have literally wanted for as long as I can remember. Nate and I are torn on which direction to go. If we choose to try and get pregnant again, we have to accept that there is greater chance of another loss th
The Journey of Grief